the pain is lurking in the heart.
and I can’t seem to bring myself out from the clutch, of you.
my muted tears are the cries that languish in the heart.
and all I miss was just the feeling, of having a truest companion.
and I was just hoping, midnight passes not like a lonely gloaming.
I can’t shut my eyes, my surroundings are moving briskly, yet no me.
I was always lukewarm for the venged emperor.
I even have the faces of rodents, oozing the glue drops.
I was unstoppable, but now the pain is lurking in the heart.
and I can’t seem to live the white fizz, the giant, the pursuer.
and my rein is falling apart, my soar of hilarity starts to crumble.
Forevermore, I live in my lugubrious silence.
[On My Bell Jar]